♬ Kelly Clarkson - Mr Know it all ♬

Mr. Know It All
Well ya think you know it all
But ya don't know a thing at all
Ain't it, ain't it something y'all
When somebody tells you something 'bout you
Think that they know you more than you do
So you take it down another pill to swallow

Mr. Bring Me Down
Well ya, ya like to bring me down, don't you?
But I ain't laying down, baby, I ain't goin' down
Can't nobody tell me how it's gonna be
Nobody's gonna make a fool out of me
Baby, you should know that I lead not follow

[Chorus:]
Oh you think that you know me, know me
That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely
'Cause baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me
You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

Mr. Play Your Games
Only got yourself to blame when you want me back again
But I ain't falling back again
'Cause I'm living my truth without your lies
Let's be clear baby this is goodbye
I ain't coming back tomorrow

[Chorus:]
Oh you think that you know me, know me
That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely
'Cause baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me
You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

[Bridge:]
So what you've got the world at your feet
And you know everything about everything
But you don't
You still think I'm coming back but baby you'll see yeah...

[Chorus:]
Oh you think that you know me, know me
That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely
'Cause baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me
You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

Mr. Know It All
Well ya think you know it all
But ya don't know a thing at all
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me 

♬ Kelly Clarkson - Einstein ♬

Simple math

Our love divided by the square root of pride
Multiply your lies plus time
I'm going out of my mind
It was heavy when I finally figured it out alone

I didn't get it's the first time
Don't think I've been so blind
And I may not be Einstein but I know
Dumb plus dumb equals you
Dumb plus dumb equals you
Dumb plus dumb equals you, you

Even had the nerve to flirt with her in front of my face
Here's your keys, your bags, your clothes,now get out of my place
You say I'm crazy, now we're happy
Is that supposed to comfort me?

I didn't get it's the first time
Don't think I've been so blind
Yeah I may not be Einstein but I know
Dumb plus dumb equals you
Dumb plus dumb equals you
Dumb plus dumb equals you, you

All of your promises plus
A thousand apologies just
Take out the pain and let it leaves us
With nothing at all, no, nothing at all

You can stop wasting my time
Without you I'm just fine
Why did it take me so long to figure it out
Dumb plus dumb equals you
Equals you, yeah

I didn't get it's the first time
Don't think I've been so blind
Yeah I may not be Einstein but I know
Dumb plus dumb equals you
Dumb plus dumb equals you

Simple math
Our love divided by the square root of pride
Multiply your lies plus time
I'm going out of my mind
And I may not be Einstein but I know
Dumb plus dumb equals you 

 

 

♬ Kelly Clarkson - Dark Side ♬

Oh oh oh, there's a place that I know
It's not pretty there and few have ever gone
If I show it to you now
Will it make you run away?

Or will you stay
Even if it hurts
Even if I try to push you out
Will you return?
And remind me who I really am
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Like a diamond
From black dust
It's hard to know
What can become
If you give up
So don't give up on me
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away
Don't run away
Just tell me that you will stay
Promise me you will stay
Don't run away
Don't run away
Just promise me you will stay
Promise me you will stay

Will you love me? ohh

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away
Don't run away

Don't run away
Promise you'll stay

♬ Alicia Keys - Distance And Time ♬

You are always on my mind
All I do is count the days
Where are you now?

I know I never let you down
I will never go away

I really wish that you'd stay but what can we do
All the days that you've been gone I dreamed about you
And I anticipate the day that you will come home, home, home

No matter how far you are
No matter how long it takes him
Through distance and time
I'll be waiting

And if you have to walk a million miles
I'll wait a million days to see you smile
Distance and time, I'll be waiting

Distance and time, I'll be waiting
Will you take a train, to meet me where I am
Are you on your way?
I will never do anything to hurt you
I'll never live without you

I really wish that you would stay but what can we do
All the days that you've been gone I dreamed about you
And I anticipate the day that you will come home, home, home

No matter how far you are
No matter how long it takes him
Distance and time, I'll be waiting
And if you have to walk a million miles
I'll wait a million days to see you smile
Distance and time
I'll be waiting

No matter how far you are
No matter how long it takes him
Distance and time, I'll be waiting
And you can walk a million miles
I'll wait a million days to see you smile
Through distance and time, I'll be waiting

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

I'll be waiting
I'll be waiting
Through distance and time
I'll be waiting

You are always on my mind
All I do is count the days
Where are you now? 

♬ Kelly Clarkson - If No One Will Listen ♬ Lyrics

"If No One Will Listen"

Maybe no one told you
There is strength in your tears
And so you fight to keep from pouring out
But what if you unlock the gate that keeps your secret soul
Do you think there's enough to that you might drown?

[Chorus]
If no one will listen
If you decide to speak
If no one is left
Standing after the bombs explode
If no one wants to look at you
For what you really are
I will be here still

No one can tell you where you alone must go
There's no telling what you will find there
And, God, I know the fear that eats away at your bones
Screaming every step, "Just stay here"

[Chorus]

If you find your fists are raw and red from beating yourself down
If your legs have given out under the weight
If you find that you've been settling for a world of gray
So you wouldn't have to face down your own hate

[Chorus x2]

♬ Kelly Clarkson - Breaking your own heart ♬ lyrics

Shaking your head like it's all wrong
Before you're here you're already gone
And even with the light all around you
You're all alone in the dark.
You're breaking your own heart
Taking it too far down the lonely road
You say you just want love
But when it's close enough you just let it go
The very thing you've been the most afraid of
You've been doing it from the start, breaking your own heart.
Too many tears, too many falls
It's easier here behind these walls
But you don't have to walk in the shadows
Life is so hard.
You're breaking your own heart
Taking it too far down the lonely road
You say you just want love
But when it's close enough you just let it go
The very thing you've been the most afraid of
You've been doing it from the start, breaking your own heart.

You're breaking your own heart.
It's not too late, I'm still right here.
If only you'd let go of your fears
You're breaking your own heart
Taking your own heart down the lonely road
You say you just want love
But when it's close enough you just let it go
The very thing you've been the most afraid of
You've been doing it from the start, breaking your own heart.
You're breaking your own heart 

Pengalaman

''Pengalaman adalah sesuatu yang berharga dalam hidup''
''Pengalaman sangat mahal harganya''
Untuk mendapatkan suatu pengalaman, sesorang harus bekerja banting tulang, karna pengalaman tidak bisa didapatkan hanya dengan duduk diam.
         2 hari yang lalu saya lagi lagi mendapatkan pengalaman yang sangat berharga,
saya tidak tahu apakah hal yang saya lakukan ini memalukan atau sanga mulia, biarlah orang lain yang menilai. saya mendapatkan pekerjaan menjadi seorang "fogging Man" yaitu Orang yang mengasapi rumah rumah warga kecil agar terhindar dari demam berdarah.
        Pekerjaan ini kami lakukan dua kali, dalam acara Launching Yamaha dan ini dilakukan secara gratis, rumah warga yang kami kunjungi adalah Perumahan Auduri 2 dan Kabupaten muaro bulian tepatnya di kecamatan Sridadi.
        Mungkin untuk sebagian orang yang memiliki tahta pekerjaan ini sangat memalukan, namun lain halnya dengan saya, saya sangat bangga karna bisa membantu rakyat rakyat kecil, datang kerumah warga menyapa mereka dengan senyuman, dan mereka pun sangat ramah dalam bermasyarkat , lain halnya didaerah perkotaan. Biarlah orang berkata apapun tentang saya,
karna sesungguhnya saya tidak mau hanya duduk diam, dan menghambur hamburkan uang orang tua saya, saya ingin merasakan pahitnya hidup, mendalami arti kehidupan, tidak hanya untuk bersenang senang seperti para pemuda yang lainnya. biarkanlah orang meremehkan saya. biarlah tuhan yang membalasnya.
      hmm... Di selingan waktu kosong lagi lagi Para "Even Organizer" selalu menyuruh saya untuk unjuk gigi, Dance di daerah kecil, walaupun sebenarnya saya tidak mendapatkan Budget untuk dance,
walaupun sebenarnya budget dalam menjadi fogging man ini sangat kecil. tapi saya benar benar ikhlas untuk menghibur para rakyat kecil di daerah sana, dan lagi lagi saya mendapatkan sambutan yang sangat istimewa,
     Walaupun pergi jauh saya tidak lupa untuk sholat, saya pergi ke mesjid di daerah sridadi, yaitu mesjid akbar , Mesjidnya sangat besar, desain mesjid yang belum pernah saya temui sebelumnya. sangat nyaman didalamnya, desela sela saya fogging, saya banyak menghabiskan waktu disana, hanya merenung dan dengan seketika saya ingat anda lagi. lagi lagi selalu anda yang ada dipikiran saya, anda sangat menjadi inspirasi dalam hidup saya. walaupun sebenarnya saya tau saya tidak pantas untuk orang sebijak anda.
      Duduk, berbicara sendiri, berusaha mencurahkan isi hati kepada sang "Maha Mengetahui" dari pada cerita kepada manusia yang belum tentu bisa memberi solusi untuk masalah serumit saya.
tiba tiba menetes air mata, menyesali diri yang tak sanggup mempertahankan. hanya berharap Allah akan menyampaikan sejuta rindu yang tak tersampaikan lewat kekuasaan yang Allah punya.
 Tidak berharap banyak, "Just Let it flow" karna saya tau, semua tidak akan pernah indah pada waktunya. setelah sholat kembali fogging, melihat senyum senyum warga. dan alahamdulillah itu sudah membuat saya sedikit tenang.

   

♬ Bruno mars - When i was your man ♬

Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same
When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down
Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name
It all just sounds like oooooh…
Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize
That I should have bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should have gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man

My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life
Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, ohh…
And it haunts me every time I close my eyes

It all just sounds like oooooh…
Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize
That I should have bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should have gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man

Although it hurts
I'll be the first to say that I was wrong
Oh, I know I'm probably much too late
To try and apologize for my mistakes
But I just want you to know

I hope he buys you flowers
I hope he holds your hand
Give you all his hours
When he has the chance
Take you to every party
Cause I remember how much you loved to dance
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man

Kelly Clarkson lyrics

"♬ Already Gone ♬ "

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop

[Chorus]
I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go
[Chorus]

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
Ah already gone, already gone, already gone
Ah already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

[Chorus]

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone 

Maybe

Hidup tidak selalu seperti yang kita inginkan, terkadang apa yang kita harapkan tidak sesuai kenyataan dan terkadang semua kenyataan jauh dari yang kita impikan.
Tapi itulah hidup, tuhan lebih mengetahui semua yang kita butuhkan daripada yang kita inginkan.
"jalani hidup, jangan pernah mengeluh, ingat kekuatan perkataan, terkadang sesuatu yang buruk tidak terjadi kepada kita, namun karna kita mengeluh dan hal yang jelek telah keluar dari mulut kita,
hal yang tidak kita harapkan tersbut benar benar terjadi pada kita.
"ingatlah tentang kekuatan perkataan"
"dan ingat pula dua malaikat yang selalu bersama kita meng-amin-kan segala ucapan kita''.
Sebagai contoh sesuatu yang hampir tidak pernah kita ketahui, yaitu "Rokok"
sebenarnya rokok itu tidak memiliki tingkat bahaya yang tinggi.
namun lihatlah label label yang ada di bagian depan rokok,
"Rokok dapat menyebabkan kanker , serangan jantung, gangguan kehamilan bla bla bla.
secara tidak langsung label tersebutlah yang membuat rokok berbahaya, karna label tersebut mendoakan sesuatu yang buruk kepada perokoknya.
"maka sebaiknya jauhilah rokok"
"jagalah perkataan"
"Mulut bila dijaga bisa lebih berharga daripada emas"
"dan Mulut juga bisa lebih berbahaya daripada serigala"